my favorite person in the world is turning 17 today and i really like that cause no today everyone gets to celebrate her. I want it to be her birthday everyday cause the we could go for nice dinners and talk about how great she is everyday. she helps me with way more shit than she knows and i dont think i wouldve made it through this year without her. she’s the best thing thats ever happened to me and yeah go love her up in her ask and make her feel lovely about herself is her url 

my mom thinks I should move closer to school. I thought she wanted me to stay home but i think she wants me to live on my own cause it would be really good for me and yeah that’s really great so idk if I’m going to live here next year or idk maybe next semester, it’s kinda scary honestly.

this has been an eventful weekend holy fucking shit

Once I graduate I’m moving away. I’m a very superstitious person and every time I think things are going to get better your name comes up and that’s a sign that I need to get far away from you. So once I’m done my program I’m moving to New York. It may be more expensive but in my career there’s more opportunity there, plus my native status lets me work in the states so I can get up and leave if I need to. It’s always been my dream to live in Manhattan, I’m going to do everything in my power to make this happen.

I really fucked up this year.